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23 August 2011 @ 05:34 pm
Reall live and what I've been doing the last few weeks! ^.^  
Anyeong everyone! 

I’ve realized that I haven’t updated in almost two years, so mianhae. 

My life has been not so easy, especially when it came down to school, but I think all of you can understand it. Well even though a lot has happened, I’ve got my degree! Yay!! 

And I continue after the summer breaks, which will be over in two weeks, with school. 

But somehow, the last few month from my last school year in my old school weren’t such so pleasant.

I’ve lost a dear friend, if not even my best friend, at least that was what I thought about her. She betrayed and lied to me, twice, and that broke my heart. It started at the beginning of this year that she’d ignore me and treat me, as if I had the pest. It took three to four months until she talk to me again. I didn’t forgive her fully at that time but I thought I’d give her a second chance. That was the biggest mistake I’ve done. 

Well, she almost had my full trust back, but then, two months ago, I learned the truth of all that she said about me while ignoring me! She said a lot of painful things, but my friend didn’t told me all of them , because she was afraid that she would hurt me even more. She said that everyone around me must be careful before I stand up from my seat, because them the we would have a earthquake. It hurt me deeply and when I wouldn’t have had my two other friends, I would be even more heartbroken. So thank you, you two. I Love you! ^.^

The second time I have been heartbroken was at the last school day. After summer break, I wouldn’t be at the same school anymore like my two friends, and somewhat it will not only be hard without them, but I’m scared that the hell I went through, will repeated itself. I cried a lot, not only on the last school day, but even after that day, I was always close to tears, it took me at least one or two weeks until I could talk or thing about them without being close to tears. 

Well, you could still say that the summer break still has something good. I’ve finally time to watch my dramas, at least more than before. Recently I’ve been watching more Japanese dramas then Korean ones. I’ve finished a lot of thing’s already. Two weeks ago I was finally able to watch Playful Kiss with Kim Hyun Joong and I liked it a lot. I wouldn’t go in detail as of now, which has a reason and yet I wouldn’t tell it now, but it was good. Then I have watched last week Blooody Monday Season 1 and 2 with Sato Takeru and Miura Haruma and they were so amazing so that I will probably watch them again before school starts again. I especially liked it since you had to use your brain a lot for this drama, besides I like the cast a lot. Then the last two days I have finished Taisetsu Na Koto Wa Subete Kimi Ga Oshiete Kureta (Eng. Title: I Learned All The Important Thing From You) with Miura Haruma and Suda Masaki (Kamen Rider W) , and that was either pretty good but still sometimes hard to get through, yet you were not aware of how fast time was passing by while watching a drama (which is the same for Bloody Monday), which is for me hardly the case while watching a drama. Before that I have watched Princess Princess D with Sato Takeru, Kamakari Kenta, Fujita Rei and Nakamura Yuichi for the 3rd time and I enjoy it every time I watch it. And else I have watched Mei-chan No Shitsuji (Eng. Title: Mei-Chan’s Butler) with Mizushima Hiro (Kamen Rider Kabuto) and Sato Takeru and that twice in this summer vacation. I Loved it that much, mmmhmm, yeah! ^.^ Else I’m watching right now Kamen Rider Den-O with Sato Takeru (I know, you’re reading his name a lot in this entry, but you could say he has become my new obsession ^.~) and Nakamura Yuichi and there I have only 6 episodes + 11 Movies + Talk show left. I love it so much because it’s funny, especially the imagines. ^.^

But I’m also watching the recent dramas from Japan: Ikemen Desu Ne, Hana Kimi 2011 (Kiriyama Renn (Kamen Rider W) , Yanagishita Tomo (Tumbling)) and Ouran High School Host Club (Yamamoto Yusuke (Tumbling, Rinne No Ame, Atashinchi No
Danshi), Takagi Shinpei (Mei-chan No Shitsuji), Takagi Manpei (Mei-chan No Shitsuji), Daito Shunsuke (Tumbling) and Chiba Yudai (Tensou Sentai Goseiger)).

Well, then the last thing I’m going to write about today: Kim Hee Cheol from Super Junior
will be  enlisted in the Army on the 1st of September which makes me kind of sad. I’ll miss him, everything about him.
For me he is a little sadist, just like I am, so it will be a bit boring without the Cinderella in SJ. 

So I will update now daily since I’m planning a little ‘project’, when you can even call it like that. I don’t know if anyone from you will care about it, but if not
I’ll do it just for self entertainment. And besides that I’ve missed writing
here. More info’s about that I’ll announce tomorrow.

P.S. After
the end of the Summer Vacation I’ll probably only update on the weekend but
yeah, better on the weekend then not at all, right? ^.~



Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: Heo Young Saeng - Let It Go
kim_hyeon_joong on August 23rd, 2011 08:31 pm (UTC)
Now us two with the broken heart.
The pain does people more strongly!
sunny: taeminieluvjaewon on August 24th, 2011 11:41 am (UTC)
I'm sorry that you have now a broken heart as well.
But your right, pain makes us stronger. But when you have suffered already a great deal before already, and when the person now this already, it hurt ten times the amount.
And you don't need to be sorry.^^

By the way, you icon is Hyun Joongie, are you a fan of him? I would like to get to know you more, when you like.
I'm Sunny, like the sun and the sunshine, nice to meet you! ^.^
kim_hyeon_joong on August 24th, 2011 03:39 pm (UTC)
I with you agree.
Yes, I'm fan Kim Hyun Joong.
I like group ss501.
My name Jy Jy.
Sorry for my bag english.
*I only learn it.*
sunny: HaruTakeluvjaewon on August 24th, 2011 03:52 pm (UTC)
I like SS501 as well, but there are a lot more groups I like. I like SJ, DBSK, SHINee, FT Island, JYJ, SMASH, H.O.T. and JTL. From J-Pop and J-Rock I like so far AAA and Tetra Fang, I'm still pretty new to J-Pop and J-Rock. Do you like J-Pop and J-Rock as well?
Nice to meet you Jy Jy! ^^ I'm 21. And you?
I don't mind your bad English. So far I'm able to understand you.^^
kim_hyeon_joong on August 24th, 2011 04:16 pm (UTC)
I love J-Rock!
I like Versailles, alice nine, the gazette, DEG and more.
To me too 21.
And you boy or girl?
I at school studied German language, and now I try to learn English. If not difficultly tell about my errors.=="

sunny: HaruTakeluvjaewon on August 24th, 2011 05:02 pm (UTC)
I'm a girl. And you?
You've studied German? I'm German. When It's too difficult for to write in English, we can write in German, when that is easier for you!! ^.~
kim_hyeon_joong on August 24th, 2011 05:18 pm (UTC)
same here.
if you can go to the German.
I'm just a little forgotten him.
sunny: HaruTakeluvjaewon on August 24th, 2011 05:28 pm (UTC)
Das freut mich das du ein mädchen bist! ^.^
Klar, ich kann jeder Zeit von Englisch ins Deutsche umschalten, kein problem! ^^
Was für Schauspieler magst du denn so?^^
kim_hyeon_joong on August 25th, 2011 07:57 am (UTC)
Ich mage den Schauspieler Kenichi Matsuyama.
ich jetzt merken der deutschen:

ich - bin
du - bist
er, sie, es - ist

Hoffnung gespräch mit Ihnen, ich erinnere mich an ihn
sunny: RennMasakiluvjaewon on August 25th, 2011 07:15 pm (UTC)
Oh, er ist ebenfals einer meiner lieblings Schauspieler.
Ja, deutsche sprache schwere sprache. :)´
Natürlich, denn er bekommt ebenfals noch sein eintrag hier. ^^
Ach und du mist mich nicht Siezen, nenn mich sunny oder duz mich, kein problem! ^.~
kim_hyeon_joong on August 26th, 2011 05:51 am (UTC)
wer ist Ihr Icon?
Ja, deutche sprache schwer)
In der Schule hatte mich eine gute Note auf sie =="
sunny: RennMasakiluvjaewon on August 27th, 2011 04:45 pm (UTC)
das sind Kiriyama Renn und Suda Masaki ^:^ Sie haben beide in Kamen Rider W mitgespielt. Wierklich? sugoi^^
kim_hyeon_joong on August 27th, 2011 05:44 pm (UTC)
Ich liebe Kiniyama renn!
Besonders den Film Tokyo Ghost Trip
sunny: RennMasakiluvjaewon on August 27th, 2011 06:50 pm (UTC)
Ich liebe ihn auch. Ja, ich mag ihn dort besonders. dennoch mag ich ihn auch in hana kimi 2011 als Namba Minami!
kim_hyeon_joong on August 28th, 2011 05:27 am (UTC)
*Es ist mein zweites Tagebuch*
Ich liebe noch Yuu Shirotu.
Ich war schockiert zu erfahren, dass er auch fing an zu singen =="
sunny: HaruTakeluvjaewon on September 1st, 2011 12:53 pm (UTC)
ah du hast ein zweites tagebuch? sugoy. aber da schreibst du bestimmt nur in russisch, ne?

Oh Shirota Yuu? mhhmmm ich habe ihn zuerst in HanaKimi gesehen und dann in Samurai high School und ich muss sagen da liegen welten zwischen. Er kann singen? Das wuste ich noch gar nicht!!!!
kim_hyeon_joong on August 25th, 2011 08:15 am (UTC)
könnst du hinzufügen in Freunden?
sunny: Kyuwookluvjaewon on August 25th, 2011 07:16 pm (UTC)
hab dich geadded sweety! ^.~
kim_hyeon_joong on August 26th, 2011 05:32 am (UTC)
danke shon)