I’ve realized that I haven’t updated in almost two years, so mianhae.
My life has been not so easy, especially when it came down to school, but I think all of you can understand it. Well even though a lot has happened, I’ve got my degree! Yay!!
And I continue after the summer breaks, which will be over in two weeks, with school.
But somehow, the last few month from my last school year in my old school weren’t such so pleasant.
I’ve lost a dear friend, if not even my best friend, at least that was what I thought about her. She betrayed and lied to me, twice, and that broke my heart. It started at the beginning of this year that she’d ignore me and treat me, as if I had the pest. It took three to four months until she talk to me again. I didn’t forgive her fully at that time but I thought I’d give her a second chance. That was the biggest mistake I’ve done.
Well, she almost had my full trust back, but then, two months ago, I learned the truth of all that she said about me while ignoring me! She said a lot of painful things, but my friend didn’t told me all of them , because she was afraid that she would hurt me even more. She said that everyone around me must be careful before I stand up from my seat, because them the we would have a earthquake. It hurt me deeply and when I wouldn’t have had my two other friends, I would be even more heartbroken. So thank you, you two. I Love you! ^.^
The second time I have been heartbroken was at the last school day. After summer break, I wouldn’t be at the same school anymore like my two friends, and somewhat it will not only be hard without them, but I’m scared that the hell I went through, will repeated itself. I cried a lot, not only on the last school day, but even after that day, I was always close to tears, it took me at least one or two weeks until I could talk or thing about them without being close to tears.
Well, you could still say that the summer break still has something good. I’ve finally time to watch my dramas, at least more than before. Recently I’ve been watching more Japanese dramas then Korean ones. I’ve finished a lot of thing’s already. Two weeks ago I was finally able to watch Playful Kiss with Kim Hyun Joong and I liked it a lot. I wouldn’t go in detail as of now, which has a reason and yet I wouldn’t tell it now, but it was good. Then I have watched last week Blooody Monday Season 1 and 2 with Sato Takeru and Miura Haruma and they were so amazing so that I will probably watch them again before school starts again. I especially liked it since you had to use your brain a lot for this drama, besides I like the cast a lot. Then the last two days I have finished Taisetsu Na Koto Wa Subete Kimi Ga Oshiete Kureta (Eng. Title: I Learned All The Important Thing From You) with Miura Haruma and Suda Masaki (Kamen Rider W) , and that was either pretty good but still sometimes hard to get through, yet you were not aware of how fast time was passing by while watching a drama (which is the same for Bloody Monday), which is for me hardly the case while watching a drama. Before that I have watched Princess Princess D with Sato Takeru, Kamakari Kenta, Fujita Rei and Nakamura Yuichi for the 3rd time and I enjoy it every time I watch it. And else I have watched Mei-chan No Shitsuji (Eng. Title: Mei-Chan’s Butler) with Mizushima Hiro (Kamen Rider Kabuto) and Sato Takeru and that twice in this summer vacation. I Loved it that much, mmmhmm, yeah! ^.^ Else I’m watching right now Kamen Rider Den-O with Sato Takeru (I know, you’re reading his name a lot in this entry, but you could say he has become my new obsession ^.~) and Nakamura Yuichi and there I have only 6 episodes + 11 Movies + Talk show left. I love it so much because it’s funny, especially the imagines. ^.^
But I’m also watching the recent dramas from Japan: Ikemen Desu Ne, Hana Kimi 2011 (Kiriyama Renn (Kamen Rider W) , Yanagishita Tomo (Tumbling)) and Ouran High School Host Club (Yamamoto Yusuke (Tumbling, Rinne No Ame, Atashinchi No
Danshi), Takagi Shinpei (Mei-chan No Shitsuji), Takagi Manpei (Mei-chan No Shitsuji), Daito Shunsuke (Tumbling) and Chiba Yudai (Tensou Sentai Goseiger)).
Well, then the last thing I’m going to write about today: Kim Hee Cheol from Super Junior
will be enlisted in the Army on the 1st of September which makes me kind of sad. I’ll miss him, everything about him.
For me he is a little sadist, just like I am, so it will be a bit boring without the Cinderella in SJ.
So I will update now daily since I’m planning a little ‘project’, when you can even call it like that. I don’t know if anyone from you will care about it, but if not
I’ll do it just for self entertainment. And besides that I’ve missed writing
here. More info’s about that I’ll announce tomorrow.
the end of the Summer Vacation I’ll probably only update on the weekend but
yeah, better on the weekend then not at all, right? ^.~